I feel DEAD

As of late it feels as if I have been losing a part of myself...

I don't know if it relates to the facts that I am a prisoners of a (9-5) 9-630 that succumbs to the seclusion of her cubicle or that I am a victim of internet brain slaughter. Which ever it may be. I need a change.

I need a change because I feel like some of my intellect(including all vital internal organs are disintegrating into black soot). I refuse to allow this world to grab a hold of me as such.

God has so much meaning for my life. I just know he does.
And being dumbfounded is not one of them.

I need to surround myself with more friends/people with substance and get involved in activities of meaningful purpose. Mmm better yet I need a good fuckin book. (any suggestions)


What ever it may be...
I need a intervention.


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(so to give me something to look forward to. i think Im going to start this "a photo a day" memoir. lol It should be fun. I love photography and photography loves me lol. (<--corny) ...should be fun)

photo taken by Jeremiah

edited by Me

oo FACK!

blogger.

Oh, Blogger.

Why have I been so distant?

:-)

Hi new followers! Im still confused as to why I have so many followers and I don't even update enough. haha I guess this motivates me to show blogger more love than I have been....
I can even blame it on Twitter this time either since i have barely been on it. So I guess the neglect twiddles down to the fact that I am lazy lol.


Nonetheless, I have alot to update you all on! It was my 21st Bday a couple of days ago (May22). Though I enjoyed myself, I must say it was a mixture of anger and happiness. But hey all my birthdays are like that so watev.

(my last bday I broke up with my boyfriend at the time... I was with his ass for like 2 years ugh....his yuck ass *bleh*..and then proceed to do nothin on my bday or if i did I can't remember.. HA. I had a very interesting choice of boyfriends back in the day... Oh well fuck it..)

Any ways I'll tell you all the details of my 21st later when I get a chance to upload my pics ;-)

meanwhile, I hope everyone enjoyed their Memorial Day weekend & festivities! This summer looks like its gonna go pretty well :-)



NOTE:

I will be postin some old ass posts that have been sitting in my queue as well lol.. so if u see post magically appear in earlier dates, that what that is... haha

Wait!!... I'm still here =)

I have been neglecting my blogspot like never before... Im surprised I still have followers. smdh @ myself.


ok so check this....
Why have I been writing this one post for almost a whole month. Ugh. Its still sitting there waitin to be published and everything lol. I just feel so out of the loop in blogworld lol.

So, I shall do a recap of my life lol since the last time i were here... (some of u may not care but its okay, ill still do it anyways :-)

so remember my lovely post about my dreaded-but-ever-so-exciting search for some furniture?? Well this is one of my first findings lol. Yea i know. It looks.... different... right? Ha! well I bought it from the vintage section of a thift store around my way. I was so excited when I found this 19th Century lookin wood chunk. It is true to his originality and very well handcrafted (no nails! ha) and I am so excited that I got it for only $40. Now after this baby gets polished, oiled down and modified, its going to give all of $$$$ expensive ass vintage furniture price.


O yea on top of that here is my other piece that i found for $8 to go with my first piece. =D




Anyways enough of my version of HGTV.

I recently went to Philly for one of my girlfriend's 21st.<--which occured on April 20th. '_' yes April 20th.. *sigh* need I say more??


Its just so much to say about this trip but I'll leave that for another post.
As a matter of fact, the post that has been sitting in my queue of posts for almost a month, has the details from it... I'll just say that I experienced and learned alot about myself and my life decision. Needless to say, I had alot of fun, whether I was sober or intoxiated.

here are a few pictures...


pardon the cleavage...i cant control it :-)



Ohh this place was soooooooo good. yummy yum

here is the food... LOVE


as we were walkin down the street back to the house we pass a bunch of party dancers... then this guy yells out to me to talk this cuntalicious pic of him lol...haha too funny.. i wish i had more video of him lol


the birthday gurl
So yea..... thats all I feel like posting from Philly in this post. You will def see more of it in the other post lol....

anyways im gettign sleepy.. I'll see u guys later...

buh bye xox

Happy Mother's Day to my Mommies ♥

HAPPY MOMMIES DAY TO ALL MY MOMMIES AND SOON TO BE MOMMIES OUT THERE!




You are def GOD's Gift to the world.
Love you all. XOXO

Happy Earth Day!!

HAPPY EARTH DAY!!

LET'S TRY TO BE A BIT MORE RESPECTFUL TO OUR HOME (EARTH)
NOT JUST TODAY BUT EVERYDAY....

Throw your trash in the trash can that was placed on the street for your convenience.. So don't just open your door and push all your trash out in the middle of the street and roll out.
Thats just IGNANT

Also, place your cigarette butts in the cigarette butt trash can. Unlike *roaches* <-- "cannibus terminology" that shyt will not disintegrate into the dirt... it will just stay there lookin a hot ass mess.

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The way you treat the earth is a reflection of how you respect yourself. Do you want to live in trash? Do you want to breathe trash? Do you want to smell trash? Do you want to eat trash?? I think not...

So do your self and others a favor and STOP POLLUTING this earth with YOUR GARBAGE!!
:::Angry Hippie Voice:::


That is all.


HAPPY EARTH DAY!!

now go plant or smoke yourself a tree

It's been a while.....

It's Twitter's Fault!

ugh

It's amazing how my whole life has been altered around this little bird...



ugh

anywho hello everybody.

I honestly I don't know why I have followers. Where did ya'll come from? hehe I barely write on here.I don't know who told ya'll to follow me but none the less you are still quite, very welcome. I guess it gives me a reason to write now.

Plus I FINALLY got me a new CAMERA!!!! yay!
now i don't have to use my damn phone for everything.


see you guys later. muah

I have become Obsess

Yea. I kno these guys have a been around for a while
I even heard a few of their songs before....but i never really "listened" to them

OMG They rock sooo hard

Im feeling inspired.